Za'era's song ? :)

[Andre]

Of course it's up to Za'era if she feels this "captures" an aspect of her but ... when I heard it , it seemed to me to describe her fall from grace , from being one of Takhisis's preistesses to turning away from that dark goddess... being lost, alone... to me the song seems to be a nice contrast to her current, modern day return to grace under the auspices of a different goddess that she's found faith in ...

Coldplay's Viva La Vida

www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvgZkm1xWPE

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy’s eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
“Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!”

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can’t explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn’t believe what I’d become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can’t explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Ohh ohh ohhh, Ohh ohh ohhh,
Ohh ohh ohhh, Ohh ohh ohhh,
Ohh ohh ohhh,

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Ohh ohh ohhh,Ohh ohh ohhh,
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Ohh ohh ohhh, Ohh ohh ohhh,
Be my mirror my sword and shield
Ohh ohh ohhh, Ohh ohh ohhh,
My missionaries in a foreign field
Ohh ohh ohhh, Ohh ohh ohhh,
For some reason I can’t explain
Ohh ohh ohhh,Ohh ohh ohhh,
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

[madelaine]

Nice song but too happy...

If I should reflect Za'eras time after she fell from grace and during the torture of her mother and sisters and the moment her father picked her up then it is

VNV Nation - Left Behind



So afraid
Open your eyes
Know too well
That fatuates you
Something undefined
There in the halflight
The demon without
The demon inside
To play then torment you
Feelings so sure
Feelings so uncertain
Something is wrong
Everyone’s gone
You have been left behind
Everyone left the demon inside

Do you still hear the laughter
So hard to desrcibe
And never forget
Faces that haunt you
Wake or sleep
You know you can’t tell
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake
To open your eyes
Face your oppressor
Still you go on
Convinced it will end

Can you remember
A day when it was not
Not like this
Unsure of yourself
Unsure of your thoughts
Unable to know
Of what you think is right or wrong
Still you go on
Convinced it will end
But someone pushes
A blade through your mind
There on the edge
No-one will find you
So hearing them laugh
No light it’s not the end for you

Why is everything wrong
Here I am
Here I am
With these words
Trying to say
Something I can’t
Something I can’t tell you
Nothing is wrong
The demons they have left you
You were not left behind
You were not left behind
So open your eyes
So open your eyes
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake
Please open your eyes
Here I stand
Unable to tell you
I’m trying to say
Nothing is wrong
Please open your eyes
Nothing is wrong
You were not left behind


This one is for the time during her slavery.

Godsmack - I Stand Alone



Now I've told you this once before
You can't control me
If you try to take me down you're gonna break
Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me
I'm picking you outa me
you run away

I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone

You're always hiding behind your so called goddess
So what you don't think that we can see your face
Resurrected back before the final fallen
now they've arrest untill I can make my own way
I'm not afraid of fading

I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside of me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone

And now its my time (now its my time)
It's my time to dream (my time to dream)
Dream of the sky (dream of the sky)
Make me believe that this place is invaded
By the poison in me
Help me decide if my fire will burn out
Before you can breathe
Breathe into me

I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone
Feeling your sting down inside of me
I'm not dying for it
I stand alone
Everything that I believe is fading
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone


And this:

Jessica Penrose - Ice Queen



No lyrics for this one... sorry.


During the time she traveled with the group it was like:

Fields Of The Nephilim - Mourning Sun
(Yes - the song is really over 10 minutes long)



Wake me up
Were here
Shekinah
Then I saw a new Heaven
Light
Rise
You evolve in my time
For the first Heaven and the first Earth have passed away
From this moment on you are born
Then I saw a new Heaven
We are Fallen
Like the mourning sun
We are waking up
We are Fallen
Like the mourning sun
It's just begun
This old world will pass away
This is the dawn of our new day
We didn't fall from Heaven
We didn't fall for you
Rise!
We are Fallen
Like the mourning sun
We're waking up
We are Fallen
Like the mourning sun
The mourning sun
We're here
Like the morning sun
The morning sun
Im alive
Shekinah
Don't you see, I'm never away
I'll be watching over you now
Why won't she move?
I think of you
Why?
Wake up
Melt
Melt
Wake up
Yeah, We are fallen
Like the mourning sun
Yeah, We are fallen
Like the mourning sun
We've fallen like rain
Ive been waiting for the day
And the light has made
I will rise again
And our wings will unfold
And be painted like gold
And I saved my soul
I'm alive again
Morning sun
I will rise again
Like the morning sun
We will rise again
Like the morning sun
Then I saw a new heaven and a new Earth
The first Heaven and the first Earth have passed away
I've been sent to pray over you


And this one:

Kate Bush & Peter Gabriel - Don't Give Up



In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail

No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my face, I've changed my name
But no-one wants you when you lose

Don't give up
'cos you have friends
Don't give up
You're not beaten yet
Don't give up
I know you can make it good

Though I saw it all around
Never thought that I could be affected
Thought that we'd be last to go
It is so strange the way things turn

Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, on the lakeside
As daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground

Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up
We don't need much of anything
Don't give up
'cause somewhere there's a place
Where we belong
Rest your head
You worry too much
It's going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Don't give up
Please don't give up

Got to walk out of here
I can't take any more
Going to stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
And whatever may go
That river's flowing
That river's flowing

Moved on to another town
Tried hard to settle down
For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs
Don't give up
'cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not the only one
Don't give up
No reason to be ashamed
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up now
We're proud of who you are
Don't give up
You know its never been easy
Don't give up
'cause I believe there's a place
There's a place where we belong


At the moment (after she connected to Mishakal) it is this one I think:

Apoptygma Berzerk - Unicorn



You hold the candle
I once bled
You shine your light
When you forgive
I cry
You run your fingers through my hair
And tell me it's worthwhile
It's all worthwhile
Even when i hate myself
Even when i feel your pain when you cry
Even when my heart is cold
You assure me it's worthwhile
It's all worthwhile
You see, see what can't be seen
You repair the damage done to me




And YES! I am a music nerd. It is my own personal drug.

[Andre]

Hey that's a really good one

[madelaine]

Modified and added more so you may understand a bit more what is going on or was going on inside her.

[Andre]

Wow ! In that case give yourself 40 RP for it ..